Whole 30 Countdown

Count down to Whole 30 I am so very nervous about starting Whole 30! I don't want to fail. Im also scared Ill do it and it wont amount to anything and Ill have wasted a whole month of eating yummy food. I have a really bad habit of baking cookies. Granted I get rid of a lot by sending them to work with hubby or giving them to friends. Ultimately though I eat about a dozen myself over a course of two days. Whole 30 will eliminate that issue ;] I love sweets itll be hard. I also love dairy! I drink at least 8 oz with dinner usually. I spent a good chunk of my life living on a dairy farm. It comes with the territory. I love cottage cheese and cheddar cheese. We had leftover cheese from the meat tray for Aarons promotion ceremony. Ive totally been snacking on that. So my two favorite things, baked goods and dairy have to be eliminated. =[ Depressing. Ive heard so many great things about whole 30. I want to feel good in the gym. Ive been feeling so sluggish. I hate that. My lungs still hate me from having pneumonia too. I just want to feel healthy again. Oh and I want to see my abs again. I have gone into carb overload the past month. Ill admit it. I knew this challenge was coming up and I just went buckwild with the carbs. At least Im not as bad as Aaron. He drank a 12 pack of coke and Mt Dew over the course of a few days. Anyways, I want to document it because I know its a challenge that a lot of people want to face but are too scared. I remember when my friend was doing whole 30 about 6 months ago I looked at her like she was dumb. My thoughts about it were something like, "Im not about to take away the foods I love, I will surely fail." Now I want to do anything and everything to get my body right! If changing to a more paleo lifestyle gets me there then that's the way its going to be! Oh and another big challenge is a LtC is having a retirement party that we are going to. Its $17/plate. I have to buy the dinner and what if nothing on it is whole30? What will I eat? I may have to cheat that day. Its stressing me out lol I almost just don't want to go because of it.