I
obviously am an Army Wife which everyone knows. Its not an easy life
that's for sure but its the perfect life for me. Truth be told I've
always been the type to get really bored with things in life..I'm
honestly never satisfied. Its true and Ill admit it. However this life
makes every day an adventure..every day I'm on the tip of my toes
wondering whats going to come next. My days aren't lived out going day
to day there is always something bigger and better waiting for us the
next day..Isnt that the American dream? I have the most precious two
boys, that without doubt have completed my life...if I died tomorrow Id
want people to know that I'm OK with it because bringing my kids into
this world is all I could have ever asked for! They are what keeps me
going and the ones that make me want to better myself everyday. As all
kids do they have their days where they just want to push me until I
break...sometimes its hard being that mom that always has it put
together but I do it for them, and my husband of course. Hes given me
this magnificent life and these gorgeous children. Hes my knight in
shining armor and my rock. People try to bring us down ..we just don't
care! We've been through the fire and we made it out alive and stronger!
I'm happy to have him as my husband and best friend..I know that any
bad day can be made better just by him being there for me and that's
nice. It takes an extremely strong man to be married to me because I am
a cold hearted bitch at times and I'm not afraid to admit that..its who
I am and who I've always been. If I'm having a bad day where I just
want to be mad at the world he doesn't fight with me he just makes it
better...and that's a good husband! <3333
We have
lived in Germany and experienced what Europe has to offer..we moved to
Ft.Bragg, NC and lived that life and now we currently reside in South
Korea. Its a bit of a change but I like change! Its kind of opened my
eyes to the fact that everyone is different..the American dream is so
much different then lets say the "Korean dream" Lets see if I can
explain this... As Americans the "typical" American dream is to have a
family with the big house and white picket fence and Labrador. Honestly
try to correct me if I'm wrong but that's what it is. A picture perfect
life with the best of the best....We own a beautiful 2200 sq ft home but
right before we left NC we found even bigger homes that we agreed on
buying one if we ever moved back to NC. Its like we always want
something bigger and something better. Its the way of life..however in
Korea they live in these sky risers and are OK with that. They don't
care about living in apartments the rest of their lives..they just go to
work come home and spend time with their families and they are OK with
doing that..granted Id be OK too because I have my perfect family but I
like thinking ahead to our future and what it holds. I want a custom
built farm house with a little barn with a few cows, horses, chickens
etc. I think about it daily. Some people just think about where their
next meal is going to come from. When we pass this one particular house
every day it kind of makes me sad that I want all these things, and in
that house that only has cement for floors and no door, all they are
worried about is if their little garden outside is going to grow so they
can feed their family. It kind of weighs on your heart strings a bit.
It makes me appreciate everything we have more.
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